Wednesday, October 10, 2012

I Thought You Were Gone.

Last Tuesday evening (Isabella's 5th birthday) I had a scare.

The worst pregnancy scare a momma could have.

I was rushed to the ER where the doctor told me my hcg levels were very low.

Where they told me this could be the beginning of a miscarriage.

My heart and earth shattered. I cried. I sobbed. I tucked myself into a dark hole.

Another miscarriage? Why?

I got my hcg levels checked on Friday. A little over 48 hours since my last draw.

I waited patiently, knowing that the results would be not what I prayed for.

I answered the phone on the first ring.

The doctor asked me how I was doing. I told her okay. Just okay.

She surprised me.

"Your levels have more than doubled since the ER visit."

What? How is this possible?

She explained to me that some women bleed in pregnancy. No explanations, they just did.

I had my ultrasound yesterday.

5 weeks 4 days.

Still pregnant.

Gestational sac? Check. Yolk sac? Check.

I am still pregnant. Very, very scared. But very, very pregnant.


Nessa said...

I'm glad you're still pregnant. Hopefully this is your only scare.

Lin said...

Sorry about the scare, cant even imagine what that feels like. Glad you're doing better & still pregnant :)

amanda said...

so happy friend.

lots of prayers and happy thoughts coming your way!


Mom2three said...

I'm sorry for the scare, but so thrilled for the great news!

Bombtastic Belle said...

I was so worried about you those few days - but so thrilled that the lil'bambino is still there :):)

Anti-Supermom said...

I was so glad when I heard this... hope all continues well and you can slowly start getting excited again!

BNM said...

That is scary its been a while since Ive been on blogger so CONGRATS!!!! Praying for a safe and healthy pregnancy!

Maryann said...

that is good news. I bled with my last PG and I was sure i would lose him. He will be 3 in Feb.